I’m not bitter. I swear. I’m just feeling honest thats all, and; in all honesty, this is how I feel.

I feel like our last relationship- the one between you and I..followed a similar format to my other relationships. By this statement, I simply mean to say that ‘we’, ‘us’, ‘you and I’…it all belonged to you, more so then to me.

Everything was always about you.

Every choice was always yours to make…To leave me, to want me, to have me, to hurt me.

But now I realize, that if the opportunity ever arises again- I will make the next choice mine. And I hope in 2 years we’re both madly in love with people who we actually ‘fit’ with.

I was your girl, but I just wasn’t the girl. I hope you find that girl, even though I know she isn’t me.

I’m glad she isn’t me- because something I’ve finally realized:

Soulmates don’t make soulmates cry.